What is Sin????

Knowingly doing a Sin.
Yes, If we commit a Sin, Knowing that it is a Sin then it is not forgivable........But what to do i am doing lot of sins.....
yes knowingly..............some times i feel, why god gave this knowledge??????????
i once heard from some body " If you like to be with god then, be ignorant" ...........
i though what is this ????
god want us to be ignorant.....
no chance.........
But now.......
i think we should either be ignorant or a knowledge full divine being rather than knowing things half baked.....
Yes .....
i have a knowledge which is half baked...........
god help me ...............
I know that this life is maya ...
but i dont know why i am not out of it...
I know that god is every where ...
but i dont know why i am not seeing god in my shit.....
i know that i am divine...
but i dont understand why i am not doing pooja's for me.....
least keep this home of divinity pure, healthy, strong, powerfulll.....
what is the divinity in me is doing ???????
why should i study???
why should i sleep??
why should i marrry?
why should i have childrens?
why ? Why?
i dont know .....................
i am happy ....
least i was given this knowledge to ask these questions....
i am happy ...
I am confident that , i will realise the divinity in me

Divine Sundar